April 25, 2009

assumptions.

i hate when people think i've grown up in this perfect little world.
truth is..i haven't. i just don't let me past experiences effect the way i live my life.
my parents divorced when i was four, and he met another women like a couple of months later (my current step mom *that i do like*) i thought i was past the "why'd he have to leave, it hurts" part, but i guess i'm not.
it does hurt when i talk about it. i don't even know why.
we don't have all the money in the world eiteher (but who does now a day's with the damn economy & what not) my family has had financial issues since i was born.
i've struggled so much through my life so don't i assume i've grown up in a "perfect world" & i don't know what a hard life is, becuuz i do.
don't compare your problems to anyone else either. their issues may seeem small to you, but to them it may be huge. everyone's problems are equally tough, no matter how small someone might think it is.
everyone has problems so don't act like your the only one

April 24, 2009

her[:

aw man, jackie kong. she is my best friend.
i haven't seen her in forever :(
until today of course.

we became distant for awhile..kinda:P
i have no idea how or why but we did;
i thinnk its becuuz i went through this "phase"
but
God made it all better<3
she is my headache, but i couldn't live without her.
i love youuu doll face(:



April 20, 2009

brendacirilagonzalez

oh my gosh, i'm at brenda g's house :0 if you only knew how much i've missed her!
i use to go to her house all the time. oh, how much i miss those days<3
i've told her everything & she's told me everything.
we havent been able to see each other as often anymore thoughh.
i'm so happy that i might be going to her schoool so i could see her more often!
i'm gonna go spend suhhmore time with that hoe :P
i freaking love you brenda.

April 19, 2009

mumber one;

hello world. this is the first official blog of barbara june isaac.
credits: jackie kong for introducing me to blogspot.

bird's chirping=annoying sound
its like 11:50 am. i'm want lunchh grrr.
so my transfer to cenntenial should be goood;
i hope. the whole reason i'm going over there is to get away from boring, crummy, people
who don't even know how to say hi -_-
& to have more time on my hands. running occupies ALOT of my time.
but i love it all the same. i'll miss my team of course, but i just don't know how i could go
a whole other year a corona high.
*that may be a little over dramatic, but whatever*

oh carissa, how i'll miss yah(: same goes for kayley, and brad, and bobby, etc.
okkay, this may be draggin' on a bit, sorry kiddo's.
current life status: better <3