May 23, 2009

major annoyance;

my sister gives me major attitude. she's only 12 and she acts more of a teenager than i do. i say one little thing to her & she goes of in defense mode or something. its totally not fair to me because my mom will gett mad at me for getting irritated at Lorena's stupid little attitude. its bogus i tell you! i try to be the bigger person & just walk away but its so hard when she does it ALL THE TIME -____-

May 18, 2009

alyssa rene borden;

she is one of my very best friends♥ i'm gonna miss her so much when she goes off to college this year ): but naturally were still gonna hang & talk i mean, c'mon..its us [: and if she's reading this she's prolly smiling at that last comment! tehehe right now were just chilling in the grass at lame corona high(:
we've been doing this since like the beginning og 6th! pretty sweet huh?

*so, i've realized how much i dislike big flirts. new flash you guys: it hurts*
not saying that it's happened to me recently but i was just thinking about the other day & it really irritates me how some guys can just flirt with evryone & think it leaves no effect on the girl they're flirting with. just putting that out there for yah.

May 17, 2009

may 17th!

happy birthdat destinee!today & yesterday was fun, & i'm glad i got to spend time with you on your birthday.
i love you, babe<3

May 08, 2009

great week<3

oh my gosh. this week has been so great. i feel like myself again. God has once again been there for me. i really think alot of it had to do with time management and running, but we get two weeeks of so i'm free aftwer school now! i saw my friends, had time for homework, had time for myself. jackie: i love you(: i feel..close again. i think it was just like a bestfriend thing. anyways, life is good. next year will be amazing if my transfer goes through *crossing fingers*
okay, i'm in school so i have to go!

thanks God(:

May 03, 2009

i need to learn to let go, stop over thinking things that don't need to be over thought. today feels good, i feel good, so i think i'm getting over that. i just needed to realize & accept what i was doing..& i think i did. i feel better, i just hope it lasts. i'm not gonna let a boy or something like that get me down. if something happens & i can't do anything to change it then oh well. all i could do is hope for the best. i'm just scared of it happpening again. but i'm pretty sure that it wont. well not anytime sooon that is. i just need to NOT THINK ABOUT IT. you prolly don't know what i'm talking about but its okay, you don't need to knoww(:
*sorry if that came off as meean..i didn't mean for it tooo!*
i love you world<3
i love you God.

May 02, 2009

late

So i dunnno what to put today so i'll just let my fingers do the talkin'.
its late, & my eye's can barely stay open but i wanna finish mad tv<3 so today was good i guess. nothing to complain about! 'cept for having to de-weed the hill. oh, i wish he would've called..oh well. i wish i knew what to do about the whole religon thing. its not fair that i have to CHOOSE a church. like, i try to explain how i feel to someone but no one gets it. i <3 God with everything that i've got, & i need him in my life. i pray that he shows me a sign all the time & i know he's waiting for the perfect moment to show me, but i hope he shows me soon.
well gooodnight.


i love God.