November 19, 2012

                                                
 CUT MY HAIR.

MY LONG LONG HAIR.


YES I DID. 


HERE IS PROOF.

Hmm, I need life! Ah, Im just so bored with everything I want to have adventures like I did in high school.  All my friends were so fun and awesome..not that they aren't here at Vanguard...I need to have crazy wild fun nights. That doesn't have to include drinking or doing anything stupid. Just something exciting. Thats what college is suppose to be right? This is me on my bed in more dorm room after woofest. Its 2012 and I feel bored. I want to go on break to go back home with my best friends like Aixa and Alyssa and Eric and Kim and Christina we can go on adventures all the time. I don't know why Im just restless. I never do anything at all. The hair cut is cool. I hope fun things in life start occuring.. I want to get a job soon and a car and all that stuff. We'll see. Lord help me to give things to you more often. I do need you.

November 14, 2012

I wanna be a flower
Not a dirty weed
And I wanna smell
Like roses
Not a baseball team
And I swear
Maybe one day
You're gonna
Wanna make out
Make out, make out
With me

November 07, 2012

I NEED TO LEAVE

Sometimes I feel trapped here at Vanguard. Here in costa mesa, here in california. (So typical of a teen huh) Well it just dawned on me: I need to get out. I need change. I need to study abroad and I've always known that but I just know i need it more than ever now. And i need to be closer to God this is hard for me right now.

November 06, 2012

Obama Vs. Romney

Today is the election and I'm old enough to vote now & im registered and everything! but I don't know anything about either guys. This stinks..the outcome of this election will directly affect my generation and I don't care if people say its not that big a deal or tell me to chill out because this IS a big deal. It determines the future of our nation. As did many other elections but in this economic state that were in, like....we need to step things up. Who knows what can happen to us. I haven't the slightest idea who is going to win this election. Perhaps Obama based on popular vote but I heard he didn't do so well. All I can do write now is pray for both candidates and that God allows His plan to fall into action.  That is enough.
Presidential Election 2012
Barack Obama Vs. Mitt Romney
This is history in the making & I am part of it.

November 05, 2012

I AM SUCH A DRAMA QUEEN

He just posted this..I have issues :(
Need counseling.
Im so sad right now. The world sucks   and I'm sad because Mr. Hartman said "OXOXO" on Ravens wall. Its so silly to say but I feel like she has taken my place in his heart. Or filled a big place like she is better or cooler than me. I suck. I don't want to be in college anymore.  It makes me sad to see that because she gets to see him all the time its not fair. I feel like this attachment to him because he has done so much for me.  It just not fair.  I want him to talk to me. I feel like I always have to talk to him. Im just sad and this blogging crap doesn't make me feel any better. I just feel sucky and I have homework and studying so I feel screwed too. I want to go away from here and relax for a whole week and be a photojournalist. What if im not suppose to be an art therapist becasuse I suck at art? what am I suppose to do. (GIVE IT TO GOD) thats so hard right now for me idk why. I just am so sad.